Skip to main content

I'm a Hungry Monster

Gaining weight? Losing Weight? Who doesn't struggle with weight some way or another? Well a big part of Cystic Fibrosis is a struggle with nutrition and weight. I have always struggled to gain weight, I was 45 lbs in 7th grade, and only in the last 5 months has my doctor/care team started feeling satisfied with my weight. whew, only took me 32 years!

Slowly over the last year I have been gaining 1-2 lbs between clinic appointments. At my last appointment (just in July) my weight was 110 lbs. Which is pretty much the highest it has ever been. In 2012, I hit 109 briefly. (see side-by side picture)  However, the goal is now around 115-120 (to have a few pounds extra for when I get sick). Doc K suggested I started taking a med to increase my appetite (non-steriod). I agreed, I usually always agree to what my doctors suggest. Doc said he hoped I reach my goal by my next appointment in September. However, after only 1 week on the med I had gained 6.5 pounds (116.5).  He cut my dose down (to half dose). I'm currently not taking it for a week (do to it conflicting with an allergy test I have coming up next week). Even half dose I was still hungry all the time. But full dose was horrible.

Normally, I'm cranky only when I get really hungry. Anyone seen those funny memes? The "I'm hungry vs. after I eat" memes? Yes, that is me. Anyone who knows me will agree. Well, since starting this new med in July I have been super cranky. I'm always hungry, always miserable. I am always starving, feels like I'm starving to death. The weight gain was fast. Adding well 5% of your total body weight in a week. It made me lethargic and lazy that whole week.

So now it's beginning of August and I am trying to work on being more active & gaining muscle.  Now that I have reached the goal weight range, I need to focus on getting more endurance walking and muscle mass. I am starting small, walking more during the week. I'm adding little workouts in the mornings a few days a week.

I try to remind myself how far I have come. Managing to get rid of my stomach tube after needing if for 17+ years. I had my stomach tube put in during  7th  grade, when I only weighed 45 lbs. and within 2 years I doubled my weight. The picture to the right is me freshmen year in high school (weighing about 95-100). After college,  my stomach tube was having a lot of infections/leaking issues. It hurt and was raw and bleeding a lot. Up til the last 2-3 years was fine though (so I really do advocate people consider getting them if they are needed). But it was rough towards the end. I had to prove to myself and doctors I didn't need it. I started calories counting in 2012 and with Andrew's support & help I had it removed in 2014. Removing it had some complications. I had developed a fistula, where my stomach had adhered to my skin.  So needless to say, I'm so glad that part it over! I'm proud of what I have accomplished. I hope to be able to keep this weight up & gain muscle/become a stronger.

It's hard to find all the time I need in the day to work out. Wake up, 2-3 hours of med treatments, pills, high fat/calorie breakfast, work, 2 more hours of meds, dinner, etc..I tend to sleep 8-10 hours per night and need every bit. But I will keep at it. I know I need to make it priority, just like my meds. I have stumbled a bit this week, because I'm coughing more and it feels like starting to get sick again. So we will see what happens. But, I want to remain focused on my weight and workout plans. Hopefully, in September my weight will still be up & I am even healthier. I have tried working out in the past, but it never lasts more than a few weeks. Any suggestions, tips, better workouts?

What workout videos/ YouTube channels, or protein drinks do you like? Feel free to pass on advice & words of encouragement :-) -this is my biggest challenge (weight/Muscle gain/exercise). Thanks!!!

We will keep everyone updated on my Allergy tests & dexascan too! Follow our FB page to read more updates!

Comments

  1. By any chance was your appetite stimulant also a antihistamine? Just got out of the hospital a few days ago from my tune up and a collapsed lung. My appetite hasn't been that great the past year and was curious what other cfers use?

    ReplyDelete
  2. Hi Breeann,
    Yes it was! Which is why I have to go off it for my allergist appointment. It has been working and I'm hoping to put off a tune up for a while. Hope you are feeling better since you got out of the hospital! Talk to your doctor, he may have a suggestion like mine did! :-) Take Care.

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Leaving on an Airplane, don't know when I'll be..oh, wait I return on Sunday!

VACATION YAY! Tomorrow I head to my uncles' and stay there, then Thursday morning, EARLY in the morning, we are headed to the airport! We are flying into Buffalo, NY and spending Thursday at Niagara Falls! Friday and Saturday I have no clue what we are doing! I know there is a surprise for me. But I'm not sure what it is. All I know is I'm soo excited to go! Last Fall I went to Las Vegas with my friend Amanda! It was soo much fun and had been like decade..seriously 10+ years...since I had been on vacation (well more than wknd trips to see friends who live within a 10 hr drive, hee hee Kym!) When I get back from my trip this weekend, I will post about it too! I just have to pack a little more when I go places and make sure to do my meds. On top of the regular, clothes, etc that most people pack  I will also pack: therapy machine 5 nebulizer cups  28 vials of medicine for my nebulizers over 150 pills I will take during the wknd 16 cans of stomach...

Craft Show and Work.

Craft Show This Saturday is the Craft Show! Mom and I will be selling our stuff there! It's at Liberty Village in Princeton from 11am-2pm! Please come and see all the booths! There will be 20 booths, kid's bouncy houses, games, prizes, raffles, etc. Proceeds from raffles, etc help give the residents of Liberty Village Christmas gifts and a Chirstmas Celebration! I'm excited to do this craft show, I remember going to them when I was younger! I loved it! Mom would take me along and I really enjoyed spending the day with her and looking at all the crafts! Mom is selling lots of hats, some purses, pouches, a couple blankets, teddy bears, etc. I will be doing my usual picture frames, notecards, etc. I will also be selling Michelle's My Bubble Products! To see some products: A Few of Mom's products -> Click Here!     Michelle's My Bubble products -> Click Here!      My mom said she is going to set aside a portion of her profits to ...

LOTS, LOTS, LOTS to Tell!

Doing What I Can: People can tell me " Wow, how do you keep up with all that" (referring to all my meds). Sometimes people tell me "That's so awesome that you are doing all that".... Well, I guess, but not really. I just do what the doctors tell me, I know its the best chance I have to living a longer fuller and better quality of life. Plus I have lot of help from Andrew, family, and friends! Right now the main thing I'm working on is: 1. Keeping my lungs at 56% (since my last appointment ) AND 2. following the dietary restrictions the GI specialist gave me (read about that appt here ) & I'm keeping my Food Journal for him to look at. Here's how that is going: Okay...  For the last 7 days I've had no meat in my diet. I really miss my meat and to be honest it didn't help a lot. This week starting today I'm no dairy for 7 days. Then I'm no meat and dairy... Then no gluten for a week. I go back to the specialist in 5 weeks. I...